I’m in an experimental phase but not the fun kind or the dangerous kind. The administrative kind, which seems to be a hallmark of deep adulthood. Which systems work for me? Which do not?
And isn’t the weird part that as boring as that sounds, it’s still kind of fun?
Please tell me you know what I mean.
Eh, by now you probably know I’m weird anyway. Hopefully you enjoy my brand of it.
It’s sunny and not too hot and even though the end of summer is painted as a beautiful, carefree time it seems like a lot of people are having a very tough moment. Health; pets; life in general, in the wide world of the internet, there seems to be a tidal wave of bad days.
If you are looking at a wall of water, or already feeling it crashing down on you, I’m sorry. And I mean that sincerely, not in a surface, distance kind of way.
I’m sorry.
That seems to be another hallmark of deep adulthood.
I’m not sure if the bad things get more serious, because bad things are always bad things, or if, after years and years of them stacking like plates spinning on poles, it’s just harder to keep everything afloat.
Maybe we get tired.
But for everyone feeling a slap to the face from the universe, I get it. Why they seem to come in groups, I don’t know either, and even when you’re taking a breather there’s the fear another one can come along at any time.
One of the things that frustrates me the most, especially currently, is it rarely seems to be the bad people with their bad energy catching up to them. They often seem to live almost gilded lives, where even the consequences of their own actions slide right off of them, never mind random awful things.
It’s the vast unfairness of life, which was supposed to bother me less as I got older, I was told, but as I see more how good some people are and how terrible other people are and their fates don’t seem to fit their souls, it only bothers me more. Prejudice bothers me more. The short end of the stick not of one’s own doing bothers me more.
People deliberately out to harm other people because they can bother me more.
Something they were wrong about with deep adulthood.
And because we are here and not at Medium and we’re getting longer than a “bit” to read, I will reel myself in and tell you whatever it is you are facing, I send you strength and light to get through it or adjust to it or beat it in the best possible way.
Have a wonderful Tuesday.
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