It’s sunny, and above freezing but just, and I’m thinking about how four years can fly by and how four years can drag like months. Guess which we’re having now.
Go on, guess.
I wonder if a state of disbelief can also last for four years.
I guess we’ll see.
So it’s been a little while since I ditched the ads on the site, an embedded ad for a hat someone let me know about being the final straw. It’s not like they were paying off, anyway, so not really a big deal or tradeoff not to have stuff I don’t support in my posts.
We’re far away from that flip of the calendar, and yet here I am, still trying to figure out how to reform and reshape my own little corner of the world. To dig my own cave out of the immovable rock and pending landslides.
Progress has been…eh.
But none of us have magic wands. I mean if you have one and it works, you should let us know immediately because that would be helpful, but again, none of us have something we can wave around and fix everything.
I saw someone say they’ve been seeing a lot of videos of regret, people wishing they could take their votes back. Sometimes I wonder about the distance from there to here, that outburst, that satisfaction of the “subversion” of supremacy, only to realize you’re not included in it.
Oops.
They never were going to let you sit with them at lunch.
Now their mistakes are our consequences to live with. Hopefully theirs as well, but I really only care about ours. They destroyed my ability to have any empathy for them, I hope they’re proud of that.
They’ve been working on it for so long.
Well this was a strange and bitter road this morning, turns I hadn’t anticipated I’d take. Then again, I never thought we’d be here.
But here we are.
Like all of life is waiting in line at the post office, and time is crawling by.
Have a great Tuesday anyway.






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