It’s gray and rainy and warmer, but still chilly, and I’m still frothing with annoyance. I’m looking at the sky but it has no contour, no interest to offer.
I see what you mean, sky.
Yesterday I did get my annoying list items done, but the way life goes, there are more for today. I am, as a whole, disgruntled.
Aren’t we all.
If you’re not, if you’re perfectly happy and content and joyful, you’re probably not paying attention or in another timeline.
If it’s the timeline thing, can you tell me how to get there? This one has gone sideways and fast.
Or maybe not that fast. There were plenty of opportunities to fix it, but somehow we’re stuck in the one where people blithely glided past all the exits, assuming there would always be another rest stop.
Well.
There isn’t always another rest stop.
Anyway, I am trying, unsuccessfully, it appears, to look forward rather than back, to scrabble for some hope and optimism in a place where the earth feels pretty much salted.
But the traffic still goes, up and down, right and left. Trees still move with the wind, or don’t in this particular moment as there doesn’t seem to be any. The sun is up and it will go down, and if that is the most we can take from the day, that is the most we can take from the day.
I think coping is a win right now.
Anyway, that’s it for me on this Thursday. I wish you a day full of wins, even if your win is also simply coping.
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