It’s sunny and really warm, though the weather says it’s mid-50s F (about 13 C) I’m sitting here in front of an open window, enjoying something that is definitely stronger than a breeze.
A gale? Can one enjoy a gale?
Being right in front of the window, the open may not last for long, but it’s nice. It even smells like spring. It’s early for that.
Nobody tell the groundhog.
It’s one of those days, despite the soothing breeze, despite the bright sunshine, where my body does not seem big enough to contain my rage. I sit here, all looking well from my window while it feels like we’re teetering into the abyss, we may already be several hundred feet down, and I’m fresh out of grappling hooks.
So that’s not great.
I’ve been going through the week trying to keep a vision of the world we want, rather than the one we have, and today is one of those days where it’s very difficult to do.
Difficult.
But not impossible.
So.
I will take the moment for what it is, and find a way to fireproof my own well-being. I will not singe myself to get to that world steeped in good.
I will keep all energy focused forward, on that goal, because the energy that burns us too is wasted.
Don’t get me wrong, anger is appropriate.
It’s still a project to balance it with productivity.
Anyway, that’s it for me today, I seem to be off-kilter this week, out of step, not quite resonating.
I feel like that too, as though I’m a little out of phase with the rest of the world, out here at my own frequency.
It’s OK. We’ll tune up.
Eventually.
Have a great Wednesday.
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