There was rain overnight they never warned us about, though I knew it was coming, I got that tired I get when the weather is shifting.
No headache, though, so that’s good.
I’m antsy today, maybe it’s the coffee, maybe it’s the world.
Probably the world.
I continue to retreat into a barely-translucent bubble I’m building, I guess to try to ride this all out. I haven’t disengaged from the horrors of what a handful of people have decided to subject the entire world to, but I am trying to make sure it doesn’t entirely squash me into nothing.
Bubble architecture is tricky.
I want to be hopeful, even as merely an act of rebellion as they don’t want us to be hopeful, but honestly, I am not all that hopeful.
We are certainly in the bleak part of the story.
And I have to remind myself, life is not a narrative, even if I tend to frame it that way.
So what do I do?
Work on my bubble.
Is it the “right way” to handle things? Is there a right way to handle things as they currently stand?
If we knew the answer to that, I suspect things wouldn’t currently stand as they stand.
I know, I know, it’s a lot for a Monday on the first day of the month. My brain is a lot for a Monday on the first day of the month.
As I said at the top, antsy.
Anyway, that’s it for me on this Monday, I hope you are less restless than I am and you have a fantastic day.





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