The day the universe stood iffy: ∞.

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“One more thing?! I just saved the universe single-handedly–“

The crow cawed.

“Well, nearly single-handedly and there’s more?”

“Well, only in a cosmic balance kind of way,” Alex said, the tone clipped with maybe a dollop of hurt.

“What does that mean?” As Taryn watched, her apartment building reinflated itself like a bouncy house, complete with a now fully-formed Gerald on the step, looking at nothing where Catalog had been. The sky and the clouds and the sun followed, the grass and the butterflies and the flowers. The squirrels returned to squirreling.

“If ever you should need us,” said Sam quickly, “We will help. We must help, or we could destroy the fabric of spacetime.”

“Again?”

“Technically it wasn’t spacetime, it was a collapsing of all the dimensions which rendered us relatively powerless–“

“Not the point at the moment,” said Sam, “And you won’t be able to hear us anymore soon. But because we exist in more dimensions than you can understand, it gives us an edge, if you should need one.”

“But if I won’t be able to hear you–“

“Caw caw,” the crow said gently, hopping to land on the fence right next to Taryn. In its beak, it held a slightly flattened bead with a tiny intricate design. It nodded its beak in her direction, and she opened her hand, the bead landing heavily in her palm.

“A bead?” she said, the internal lines complicated and fascinating.

“An octeract,” Alex’s tone grew upbeat with the correction. “A simple object from our dimension, but immensely powerful in yours. If, some day, you find yourself in another situation, that’s all you’ll need to reach us.”

“This?” Taryn held the octeract up to the light, and it scattered colors like a disco ball.

“That,” said Sam. “We’re almost fully back to normal, our communications are ending, at least for you.”

“I don’t understand–“

“Always the same Taryn,” Alex said. “I wouldn’t expect you would. Take care of the octeract, Catalog has been scattered throughout infinite dimensions, but there are far more forms of trouble in this universe than you can comprehend.”

“Great to know, nice parting thought,” Taryn said. “Well, then I guess this is goodbye.” She tucked the octeract into a small zippered pocket of her purse.

Sam and Alex did not respond. The crow gave her one last slow blink, and with a final caw, flew up and off until she couldn’t see it anymore.

Holding her coffee once again, the bag in her other hand now only a bag, the sugar packet merely sugar, Taryn trudged up the steps past Gerald.

“Hello again,” she said.

“Nine,” he said, and she froze where she was.

“I’m sorry? What did you say?”

“Nine minutes this time. That your laundry was done and you didn’t take it out of the machine.”

“Oh,” she said. “Sorry.” And as she opened the door, she mumbled to herself, “you’re welcome for saving your life and stuff.”

“What was that? he said.

“Nothing,” she said, patting her purse for the bead. “Nothing at at all.”

The End…until next time?

#FridayThoughts: Baby Reindeer (no real spoilers) and my reaction.

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It’s brightly sunny today, but chilly, chillier than it looks, apparently. I am still having some side effects from my vaccines, but nothing serious and much better than the illnesses, that’s for sure.

I watched Baby Reindeer and I have a lot of thoughts. It’s based on a true story, though details were changed, ironically to protect the identity of the stalker. And here’s the thing.

I’m sorry he went through so much, it sounded terrible and like a constant grind. But my issue with it all is women experience things like this, often from more than one man during the course of a life, and with a greater explicit threat of violence. Women are sexually assaulted and sexually extorted in pursuit of creative dreams, but rarely does that lead to huge opportunities like a show on Netflix.

None of this is to minimize anything, especially sexual abuse. But the show had this tone, at least to me, like this was the first time any of this had ever happened to someone and it was the worst example of it all.

Again, terrible. But when Donny (the main character) went to police, he used the example of a younger woman with an older man sending these messages and if the police would do something, and the officer sheepishly said they would.

And that really sticks in the craw because would they? Or would the woman be interrogated about how she encouraged him and what she did and how she should just ignore him? Why she saved his messages? Why she spoke to him? What did she do to lead him on?

Listen, law enforcement is generally terrible about dealing with any of this. And I don’t know the laws in the UK versus the laws here. But it seems to me as though all the millions of women who have had to change their lives completely to try to rid themselves of a stalker and all the ones who didn’t survive it because the stalker killed them are seen as less important.

Maybe I’m wrong, maybe that’s not true, maybe it’s just a different story of stalking. Maybe given the opportunity Netflix would tell a similar story about a woman.

But I can’t let go of the fact the story it’s chosen to tell in the past is that from the perspective of a woman’s stalker, in You, which I couldn’t stomach.

Again, Richard Gadd’s story of that period of his life is awful, and I do not deny that or lessen that. But I wish women who have gone through similar experiences were treated as though it was equally important.

I think that’s my issue. Not minimizing his experience but acknowledgement it’s just as awful when a woman is the target. That it’s common doesn’t make it less awful.

And with that, I wish you a wonderful Friday and a great weekend.

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